I left....

I took a big decision lately...
I left school...
Monday I talked a lot with my friend Marie-Eve and it's her that recommanded me to leave... I missed to many hours in class that it was impossible for me to graduate anyway... I talked about it to my teacher (Not the one that punished me, it's another teacher that is teaching about funeral floral compositions) ... and she hugged me... Saying she would always be there to support me in my choices... She actually knows everything about what's going on in my life and she was worried a lot for me... So Monday afternoon she gave me time off and  I could go home early...

When I came back, I talked to my dad and he wasn't surprised... He even helped me out to try and find a job somewhere until I find another school to go or continue in the same school next year... But I was so descouraged that I started to cry... My dad hugged me and wiped my tears...

So since 2 days I am relaxing a lot... And I feel a bit better... I will go back to school in 2 days kuz I have to meet my psychologist... And I aint telling about it to my mom... it's been days I haven't seen her in fact... And I am really glad about that...

I will stay with my dad for a while... Trying to calm down... Things are still confused in my head... But knowing that my friends are here for me cheer me up more than I could think... I smile everytime I Watch my messages... And that's a good thing I guess