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*le me about to eat breakfast*: *sees a butterfly on the table* DAD!!! there's a freacking butterfly on your... toasts...
Dad: WTF kick it out of the house!!
Me: but it looks like it has a broken wing... it's gonna die if I throw it outside! D:
Dad: KICK IT OUT I SAID!!! it's gonna die anyway if he stays here
me: fine *grabs butterfly and goes outside* *opens my hands and the butterfly flies off* ........................... *realisation* ......... YOU LIED TO ME!!!
Dad: XDDD
Dad: WTF kick it out of the house!!
Me: but it looks like it has a broken wing... it's gonna die if I throw it outside! D:
Dad: KICK IT OUT I SAID!!! it's gonna die anyway if he stays here
me: fine *grabs butterfly and goes outside* *opens my hands and the butterfly flies off* ........................... *realisation* ......... YOU LIED TO ME!!!
Dad: XDDD
sorry if Im not really online...
anyway it doesn't really look like it bothers anyone
whatever
my mother and step-father went away kuz they are in vacation so I'm alone at home for the entire week
I wasn't on DA for the day for the only reason I decided to play more at Dofus instead of drawing...
it's been more than a month I didn't play it and all I did was drawing, having constantly fights or cold with few people
or just dissapointing others
well for now I'll just be playing alone in my room kuz I need to take my mind away from DA....
if you want to talk to me you are free to send me a message even though I doubt you will
and I dont garanti I will answer as well
because why the heck not
tagged by ~Melocky (https://www.deviantart.com/melocky) I will kill you for this xD
I'm just gonna answer her questions and write the 10 things about me, I dont even care tagging people lol (kuz they will kill me)
10 things about me:
1- I love Italian food (my fav one is spaguetti)
2- I am a cat person is all the way. lol
3- I started falling in love with fictional characters since primary school kuz of all the rejection I suffered from everyone
4- People always think my imagination and creativity are extraordinary but in fact I cant draw/ write if I'm not based on something that already exists
5- I am really sociable if you get to know and be nice with me.
6- wh
VERDICT
Ok so I just came back from the meeting
By the way, I read the comments that I got on my last journal and I thank everyone who showed me support^^
So during the meeting, I tried not to care about my father kuz he was right beside me
I was only focusing over my therapist and nothing else...
today, that was kinda different, I was waiting for him to give me books like last time so I can start looking for interesting careers but instead he sat in a chair and asked me if I had any ideas. Then we talked about my own interests, the fact that I am creative, that I like drawing and stuff, blabla
well I aint talking about all the details
but I fo
(last) meeting with my therapist
I have to go in less than an hour and I'm freacking out...
my father yesterday was like "dont forget you have a meeting with him tomorrow"
me: Yes dad I remember...
Father: so are you gonna work or are you gonna sit there and not doing shit like last time?
Me: .... I'm gonna work...
I retained myself to not scream in his face... What so ever I kept my calm and just answered his question, but he still was able to feel irritation in my voice...
Last time I litteraly broke Under the pressure and had a freacking hard depression crisis or something like that but my father was mad at me kuz I couldn't choose right away a job to study in... k
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